Your lament, what it is producing.....

Lamentations 1:2

² Each night, bitter tears
    flood her cheeks.
None of her former lovers
    are there to offer comfort;
her friends^[a] have betrayed her
    and are now her enemies.

 This too shall past. 

 It is but a season, preparation for the soil. 

God searches the soil, seeking to remove all that is hard; abrasive, all that might hinder its tilling.  

He says it time to plant.  

Will you accept His seed?

Whatever God plants succeeds, flourishes and multiplies.  He tends to His garden, provides sustenance to bring it to life.  

He labors long, removing that which creeps in set to destroy what he has declared "Beautiful".

Psalm 126:5-6 

⁵ They who sow in tears shall reap in joy and singing.

⁶ He who goes forth bearing seed and weeping shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him.

 This is another of His promises.  

Rich.  Bursting forth in shades of precious jewels.  Tis sweet how God colors our world.

And it only gets sweeter!